It's hard to forget and it has definitely left a scar..which is permanently there.
The damage is done,I forgave everything that happened but I can never forget.
We're moving on. We're not brooding on it.
I know it's not that easy, the word "trust" is too flimsy in this case so I guess he has to earn it...back to square 1.
Labels: trust
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8:02 AM
No updates...sorry!
I've not been meeting some of my friends like the ones from soccer,well..I know they might be reading this,one or two....I'm fine but not entirely fine!
I'm slowly healing!
I almost gave up but I gave this hamba Allah another chance.
This is by far the most painful experience for me.......why is it that when we love someone so much...too much...we get "ditched" at the end of the day....with too many lies.
I almost gave up...almost but I hang on.
Subhanallah...
Please...I have feelings...I had enough of crying,......enough.....It's because I love you too much that I can't even bring myself to say "I hate you" because I love you....too much...too much!Labels: broken heart
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7:14 AM
Pattern papers for sale. $1.50 each. Great paper to make cards and etc.
Cards still on for sale. Left with the green set only!
Cards for sale...butterfly card SOLD, the rest are still available!
All these cards are still up for grabs!
Bookmarks for sale...handmade...not too small,quite noticeable, selling @ $1.50 each!
Bags for sale.
Balance: Brown flower and checkered tote bag for $8.00 (O.P: $22.90)
Pink Victoria's Secret bag (original): can fit A3 size art folder: $10.50
Labels: balance for sale
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
7:36 AM
Brain freeze...literally for a moment.
Practicum's over,submission of lesson plan ---> DONE!
I need to mug for my theory exams which is this Thursday and there's so many things to read-up and sorta understand..or memorize I supposed!
I'm planning a trip to the Underwater World for my little chubby-chukkers on the 3rd July 2009. I've been to the Underwater World once with my previous group of students but I did not get to visit the Dolphin Lagoon. This time around, Dolphin lagoon is included...yipppeee!
I'm still waiting for my boss to vet the consent form before giving it out to the parents.
Flea market: also over!
Not bad...though super tiring! Both Fai and I made about $84.00 in total. Last minute, I decided to bring down anything that's sellable in my room and true enough, the response was ok-lah. The money helped to pay the bills though!
Movies:
Ghosts of girlfriend's past.......AWESOME...triple awesome! I wanna watch it again!
Meet-up:
Had a quick lunch meet-up with my old classmates from JI/MI....1 "bubble" us though...it's really sad to see our dear friend change..oh well...her choice for not joining us.
Zabid joined us at the very last minute,hahahahaha...I've always called him Zabidah, the thorn among the rose. It was great meeting them even though it was a short lunch meet-up at Ria Penyet @ Lucky Plaza.
For now, back to mugging!
Labels: field trip, flea market, meet up, movies
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7:15 AM
It's amost 5am and I'm still not asleep. Flea market is 4 hours away and I'm still not sleeping. I'm seriously in dead meat!
I had to do some last minute adjustment to the cds and do some quick sorting for all the other stuff tomorrow. I collected the cards from Siti today and my goodness, they were all greatly made. I truly enjoy admiring each and every card....such talent!
Items sold: Original CDs, second-hand bags, books, gifts, a pair of shoes, bookmarks and pattern papers!
Labels: flea market
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1:52 PM
All CDs are in good condition.
Peter Andre: $4.00
Amy Whinehouse: $6.00
James Morrison: $6.00
Jewel: $5.00
Rachael Yamagata: FREE IF you purchase all 3 CDs in this group category.
Michael Jackson: $4.00 (sorry no album cover,only the back cover but CD IN gd condition)
LA BAMBA ost soundtrack: (great soundtrack album in gd condition): $4.50
Elvis Gold 30 No. 1 hits: $7.90
The Bee Gees Gold CD: $6.50, 20 tracks SOLD
Elvis 2 platinum CD: 2CDs for $7.90 SOLD
Smash mouth: $6.00 (no album cover but this is a smashing album, CD in good condition!)
Romantic love songs: more than 10 tracks $4.00
Kitaro instrumental: $4.00 SOLD
Now 1994 (2CDs) : 2CDs for $6.00 (remember those Fun Factory and Ace of Base era, this is it!)
Avex Trax: dance music (2 CDs for $4.00)
N Sync: $5.50
FIVE: $5.50
Boyband era, I'm glad I'm part of that era and certainly not ashamed of it! :)
Westlife coast to coast: $5.50
Hanson: MmmmmBop...hehehe: $4.50
Best of reggae and ska: smashing album
2CDs for $9.00 SOLD
Dave Matthews Band
2 CDs for $11.00 (original price: $26.90 HMV)
Akarna's Fresh meat album: $4.00
Kings of Leon: $10.90 slashed down to $8.50 (original price: $21.90)
Oasis Be here now: $8.00
Red hot chilli peppers: $9.00 (SOLD TO NAZRAH!)
Fountains of Wayne: $6.00
The CRanberries Bury the hatchet: smashing album: $9.00 plus a FREE cranberries live in concert album
DA PUMP: yes...i'm a J-POP fan: cool band: $7.00
Limpbizkit: $7.00
SOLDP.O.D: $6.50
Gangsta Rap: $4.00
A MUST-BUY for all you roadtrip lovers but ONLY if you're a Kings of convenience fan or beginning to embrace their music and culture
Quiet is the new Loud: $14.00 (O.P: $23.90 HMV)
Riot on an empty street: $12.00 (O.P: $21.90 HMV)
Gorillaz: $6.00
The offspring: $4.00
The Calling, "Camino Palmero" : $6.50
The Alternative issue 2: $7.00 (for all you alternative junkie!)
Weezer: $6.00 (5 stars)
Trinket: $5.00 (genre is as almost as The Weezer but slightly mellow)
SugarRay 14.59: $6.50 ( 4 stars)
Greenday International hits: $10.50
Greenday Nimrod: $9.00
Buy both to get a free Greenday Live in Woodstock album 94.(Knockout album, evergreen classic)
Incubus: $10.00 (O.P: $21.90 HMV)
The Verve: $6.50 (O.P: $21.90 HMV)
Modern rock 2: $5.00 (O.P $18.90 HMV)
Wired-up 2: $5.00
Labels: CDs for sale
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9:47 PM
oK this is weird but true!
I'm not sure what got into me BUT.....
here I am surfing the SCDF webpage.
I am reading through the pre-requisites of a 'Fire & Rescue specialist" and the "Paramedic specialist."
Actually, I had this thought long time ago. I am a little keen on this job prospect.
However,
I have to give this much thought.
I shared this with beau and he was a bit reluctant to let me join. As for me, I don't even know whether I am fit enough for the job.
It's just a passing thought!
Labels: SCDF
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5:53 AM
It's the Saturday once again. How did I spend my weekend?
Well...I stayed at home to finish up on my assignment. 2 more lessons to Phonics class and that's the end!
Practicum starts next week.
My parents labelled me as a "mouse" today. I stayed in one corner of the living room.What was I doing? I was completing my work of course. There were papers everywhere,stationaries, my CDs in one corner waiting to be sold and other junks included.
I did not eat a single proper food today. What I had one whole day was just few pieces of "kuih tart" which my mom baked 2 days ago. She baked them for fun.
All I had for the whole of Saturday was kuih tart,goodness!
I have to go shopping tomorrow, not the GSS sadly. I'm looking for stuff for my school's art craft and my practicum which will take place next Thursday. So many things to do, yet so little time.
Apa ni.......................
Oh yes...Massilia, the little cute French girl will be away for the whole of Term 3. She's going back to France and will only be back in August. Man...I'm going to miss my little Caphucin monkey. Her last day will be on 25th June.
Oh I gave my children a nickname, little Capuchin. Why?
They are so so so so cheeky yet adorable and lovable at the same time. (ok, they make me go crazy at times,lol)
Labels: mouse, Saturday
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5:29 AM
I stood for a moment in disbelief.
Now I know....now I know!
True colours finally revealed. I just couldn't believe it, those words cut me off straight and damn....it was deep.
It might be a joke or just a passing remark but it certainly cut me offguard.
I know lah I'm just a ___________
Ok lor....I shall back off then.
I'm just concern that's all.
If it cuts into your way,sorry!
Yes I was all smiles after that, the cowardly me!
Like you said, "What rights do I have?"Ok then...you win!
Labels: bitter and cold
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
6:11 AM
Dear fellow netizens,
I am selling my CDs at a flea market on 21st June (Sunday) at Yew Tee, Blk 663 (Choa Chu Kang crest North 7) from 10am-6pm. Interested parties may notfiy me beforehand if you would like to purchase any CDs listed below. Alternatively, you may come down to the flea market at Yew tee.
Only original CDs are being sold here. They are originally purchased at HMV,Music Junction, CD-RAMA and That CD Shop. CDs are being sold at a lowest price of $4.50 to its highest @ $15.80.
CDs were originally sold from $14.90 to $32.90.
*CategoriesA)Boybands:2) Hanson- Middle of Nowhere (12 tracks with 1 bonus track)
-Featuring hits like MmmBop, Speechless, Where's the Love?
Selling @ $5.503) N Sync first album-13 tracks in all
-Featuring hits like Tearing' up my heart, Here we go, God must have spent a little more time on you, I want you back, I drive myself crazy.
Selling @ $5.504) FIVE first album
- 14 tracks in all
-Featuring hits like Slam Dunk' the Funk, When the lights go out, Got the feelin', Until the time is through.
Selling @ $5.505) Westlife
-Coast to coast (16 tracks in all)
-Featuring hits like My love, Against all odds feat Mariah Carey, Soledad, What makes a man
Selling at $6.506) Da Best of DA PUMP (lol...yes...I was a J-Pop fanatic)
- 17 tracks in all (ALL THE SONGS ARE GOOD even though I don't even know what they're singing about!)
Selling Da Pump @ $7.00B) Solo female/male artist
For CDs under the solo female/male artist, purchase any 3 CDs of any amount under this category, and you will receive a free original Rachael Yamagata album "Happenstance". First come, first served basis.
2) Jewel
-This way album (12 tracks with 2 bonus live tracks)
-Featuring hits like Everybody needs someone sometimes, Standing still, I won't walk away
Selling @ $5.00
3) James Morrison (hot favourite)
- Undiscovered album Singapore edition (11 tracks) Original
-Featuring hits like Undiscovered, You give me something, Wonderful world, The pieces don't fit anymore
Original price: $11.90
Selling @ $6.00
4) Michael Jackson
-History: Past, present and future (15 tracks in all)
-Featuring hits like Scream duet with Janet Jackson, Earth song, Stranger in Moscow,You are not alone, Bad, History and etc.
Selling @ $4.00 (no CD cover, just a back CD cover listing all the tracks, and an original CD which is in good condition!)
5) La Bamba ost soundtrack
- 12 tracks in all
-Featuring hits like La Bamba, Come on Let's go, We belong together, Donna and many others.
Selling at $4.50
6) Amy Winehouse
- Back to Black Singapore/Hong Kong edition (10 tracks in all)
-Featuring hits like Rehab, Me & Mr Jones, Back to Black, You know I'm no good and etc.
Original price: $12.90
Selling at $5.90
7) Peter Andre
-Album "Time" (14 tracks in all)
-Featuring hits like All about us, Lonely, All night all right and etc.
Selling at $4.50
8) Elvis (gold version original CD)
-Album, "30 #1 Hits" plus 1 bonus track
-Featuring hits like A little less conversation, heartbreak hotel, Hound dog, love me tender, all shook up and many other songs.
Bought in KL HMV @ RM43.90 equivalent to $20 odd.
Selling at $7.90
9) Elvis Platinum album
- Album: A touch of platinum: A life in Music (2 CDs, 44 tracks in all)
-Featuring all the hit songs by Elvis Presley
Selling at $7.90
For CDs under the solo female/male artist, purchase any 3 CDs of any amount and you will receive a free original Rachael Yamagata album "Happenstance". First come, first served basis.
C) Reggae & SKA Twin Pack original
- 2CDs in all, 32 tracks in total.
- Featuring hits like 007 Shanty Town, Jamaica Ska, Monkey Man, My boy, Lollipop, Soul Ska, Rstaman's song and many others.
Original price: $18.90
Selling at $8.00
D) Bands
1) Kings of Leon
- Aha, Shake, Heartbreak (12 tracks in all)
Original price: $18.90 HMV
Selling at $8.50
Currently booked by Nurul Beckham (that's what I call her back in school,lol) but no confirmation yet so transfer window is still open.
2) Oasis
- Be here now featuring hits like Stand by me, Don't go away, Be here now and many more.
- 12 tracks in all
Selling at $8.00
3) Akarna "Fresh meat" album
- 10 tracks in all
- Featuring hits like House on fire, So little time (my favourite!), Eat me and many more.
Selling at $4.50
4) The Cranberries "Bury the Hatchet" ( a must-buy album,hot favourite!!!)
- 14 tracks in total featuring hits like Animal instinct, Just my imagination, Promises and etc
Selling @ $9.00
*Purchase any album under the band category together with this album to get a free "The Cranberries Live in concert: Zombie USA 94." First come, first served basis
5) Fountains of Wayne, "Welcome Interstate Managers" album
- 16 tracks in total
Selling at $6.00
6) Dave Matthews Band (2CDs)
- The Best of what's around Volume 1
-20 tracks in all
Original price at HMV: $26.90
Selling at $10.50
7) Red Hot Chilli Peppers (another hot favourite, worth buying!)
- Carlifornication album with 15 tracks in all.
-Featuring hits like Around the world, Carlifornication, Scar tissue, Ootherside and etc.
Selling at $9.00 * RESERVED
8) Kings of Convenience (ALL-TIME FAVOURITE, original import set)
Album 1: Quiet is the new loud with 12 tracks in total.
A must-buy ONLY if you are a fan of the Kings of Convenience. Do not buy on impulse.
- Featuring hits like (ok...all the songs on this CD are superb!)
Original Price: $23.90
Selling @$14.00 (price negotiable)
Album 2: Riot on an empty street, 12 tracks in all
Original price: $21.90 at HMV
Selling @ $12.00 (price negotiable)
10) Gangsta Rap (I'm not a fan of rap, just helping my bro to sell it!)
- 18 tracks in all, featuring artists like Snoop Dog, Notorious BIG, Ice-T, Dr Dre & etc.
Selling @ $4.00
11) P.O.D, Satellite album (Christina rock band..not bad!)
- 15 tracks in total featuring hits like Satellite, Alive, Boom, Portrait and etc.
Selling @ $6.50
12) Limpbizkit, "Chocolate Starfish and the hot dog flavored water"
-15 tracks in all, featuring hits like my generation, my way, rollin', livin' it up and etc
Selling @ $7.00
13) Modern Rock 2 album
- Featuring artist like Linkin Park, P.O.D, Creed, The goo goo dolls, Nickleback, Staind, Oasis, Bush, Phantom Planet with 18 tracks in total.
Selling @ $5.00
14) Greenday International Superhits (SUPERB, A MUST-BUY!)
- 21 tracks in all and you won't even need to skip a song.
Selling @ $10.00
15) Greenday Nimrod album (another fabulous album)
-18 tracks in total
Selling @ $9.00
Note: Buy both Greenday albums to get a FREE Greenday Live at Woodstock 94 concert. First come, first served basis.
16) Wired-up 2 album
-21 tracks in total. Featuring bands like Filter, Goo goo dolls, Staind, The Hives, Disturbed, Jimmy eat world and more.
Selling at $5.00
17) Incubus, "Light Grenades album" (hard to let go of this album)
- 13 tracks in all
- Featuring hits like (OK...EVERYTHING SOUNDS NICE OK.....)
HMV: $21.90
Selling @ $10.00
18) The offspring- Americana
- 13 tracks in total
Selling @ $4.00
19) Gorillaz - 19 2000 album
- 17 tracks in total with hits like Re-hash, Clint Eastwood, Sound check, Latin simone and etc.
-Worth buying too!
Selling @ $6.00
21) The Calling " Camino Palmero" album
-12 tracks in all
- Featuring hits like Wherever you will go, Andriene, Just that good and etc.
Selling @ $5.00
22) Trinket (same genre as The WEEZER)
- 11 tracks in all
Selling @ $ 5.00
23) Weezer- The green album
- 10 AWESOME TRACKS. (A must-buy)
Selling @ $6.00
24) SugarRay 14.59 album
-13 awesome tracks with hits like Every morning, Someday, Abbacadabra and etc.
Selling @ $6.50
25) The Alternative Issue #2 (especially for all you Alternative junkie)
- Superb album with the likes of Vertical Horizon, The Cardigans, Gin Blossoms, Oasis, The Verve, Silverchair, Everclear and etc.
- 17 tracks in total
Selling @ $7.00
26) The Verve - This is Music , the singles 92-98
- Great album, 14 tracks in all.
Selling @ $6.50
Original price bought from HMV: $21.90
27)Smash mouth (Fush yu Mang album)
- A true classic, 12 awesome tracks back to back.....like totally.
-Featuring hits like Flo, Beer goggles, Walkin' down the sun, Heave-ho, Nervous in alley...OK everything's nice in this album.
Unfortunately I do not have the album cover, the lyrics were misplaced.
Selling @$6.00 ,it's an original CD bought from HMV, grab fast now!
28) The Bee Gees(The very best of Bee Gees, GOLD CD)
-Another true classic.
- 20 tracks in total
- Featuring hits like To love somebody, Massachusetts, Words, You should be dancing, MOre than a woman and etc.
Selling @ $6.50 ( I have 2 of their albums so letting go of one!) A great buy! RESERVED
E) Instrumental/ Bass and drums, dance music, romantic love songs
1) Kitaro- Thinking of you album (instrumental)
-10 tracks in total
Selling at $4.00
2) BMG Romantic love songs
-15 cool tracks in total
-Featuring great artist like Bonnie Tyler, Dionne Warwick, Eric Carmen and more.
Selling at $4.00
3) EMI "NOW 1994" (A TRUE CLASSIC) (2CDs)
- 39 tracks in total
- Featuring great tracks like 'Twist and shout, Just a step from heaven, I'll stand by you, Shine, sweet for my sweet, Light my fire, Everything changes and etc.
Selling 2CDs for $6.00
4) AVEX TRACKS (2CDs)
-more than 18 tracks in total
Selling at $4.00
* Remember, only original CDs are being sold here. All CDs comes with lyrics, back and front album cover, otherwise stated. All CDs being sold here are bought at original music stores like HMV,Music Junction,CD-RAMA and THat CD Shop.
There are unfortunately 4 more CDs which I find it hard to let go because they are my favourites.Interested buyers may wish to contact me personally to negotiate the prices for these CDs.
The CDs are:
1) Interpol
Album 1: InterpolAntics
Album 2: Turn on the bright lights
Album 3: Deluxe Limited editon, Our love to admire
2) Motown (100 essential Motown records)
-100 tracks in all in 5 CDs
Labels: CDs for sale, dirt cheap, flea market
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
9:50 PM
Stress babe...stress..oklah not that stress.
But serious, stress babe stress.
Ezan, stop lah k.!
My lesson plan: NOT DONE!
My assignment: NOT DONE!
Mugging for final exam: NOT DONE!
Updating portfolios: NOT DONE!
Apa ni......everything's not done.
This is crazy...seriously crazy!
Idid my checklist and I realised that each time I strike off something, another task came to my mind so my checklist is never-ending and this is super irritating and nerve-wrecking.
Flea market is 2 weeks away. I have to help Siti with the preparation. I swear next Tuesday, we're going to go yami-ing and donut-ing at Yami outlet and Chewy Juniors outlet at Bugis.
Dinner at Fong Seng maybe?
I have decided to sell my cds starting from $5.00. That's the lowest price and the highest price would be $12.00. It's so hard to let go of my Greenday albums especially their greatest hits album. I grew up with Greenday. I first listened to Greenday back in Primary 5 before switching to boyband mode for a while (Backstreet Boys....lol)
Then it was back to Greenday.
I will come up with the list here and prolly a separate blog featuring all my CDs if I have the time. Interested parties may alert me if you woud like to purchase my CDs.
Labels: flea market
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