It seems that life isn't getting any better. Everything just seem worst that I can barely look at myself in the mirror.
Was I rude, was I ungrateful? I might have been for the former but for the latter, NEVER!
I could not tolerate it any longer. I had to let it out.
To think that I was challenged to do it, it just makes my heart hurt real bad and I wish I was never present. That's the worst thing one could ever said to oneself.
I wrote a long letter to them, expressing my grievances, my apologies, my feelings, my frustration, my resentment....everything.
If they refused to talk to me, then so be it. I have been keeping it for a very long time and this is my greatest outburst.
If it means to walk away and never come back, then so be it. I will bring with me sweet memories and leave the bad ones behind.
Where am I to go? I seek His directions for now.
I'm sorry Ma, Ba
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