I believed my partner and I are both feeling really, really, really restless and listless ever since March began. I'm pretty sure most of my colleagues are tired too but the frustration felt by both my partner and I is something drastic. It has been a rollercoaster ride for us in class.
Yes, we feel frustrated but the poor children, we did not for once took it out on them. We tried every way, every possible way to settle things down. We also appreciate the help we get from our fellow comrades but there is so much that they can do to help us, they have a class too.
It's upsetting when words are not being put into actions. No offence though....
I know my partner is keeping everything inside, so am I. I pity my partner whose voice is losing by the day and she looks really, really, really tired.
I hate this feeling. I love what I'm doing but sometimes you just feel like a sore thumb when you try to resolve matters only to make matters worst when new problems are created!
I must stop feeling this way, they are afterall innocent children.
On a lighter note, I had the chance to spend most of my resting time with beau. I hardly stay out because I'm just too tired and listless however there is no reason for me to behave in such a manner towards beau. He was sweet enough to fetch me from work and we spend some time walking at the nearest malls or simply enjoying a simple meal at the hawker centre.
This time, we decided to indulge in "movie screenings." We've watched 2 movies in a week, it helps to remove some of our problems away. I believed beau and I enjoyed "Marley and I" the most.
I cried watching the movie and guess what, beau did too towards the end. I couldn't believe my eyes. He told me to "shut up" when I asked if he's crying. I felt like crying even more when I heard his sobs....the sensitive nature of his which I hardly knew.
I love you dear, stay strong.
Remember what we said to one another and I guess, "do whatever that makes you happy!"
Even if it means to "bend the rules a little", go ahead, do not give up on that little glimmer of hope. There is still time,have faith and seize the opportunity.
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