Class was better today. I'm glad the twins are getting better. I can see the smile on my lao shi's face (that's extremely important because without her, I'm doom!).
Our lesson today was meaningful and enjoyable. I felt bad for having to tell a "white" lie to the children...I felt so so so bad!
I told them about the big yellow bus, we're going to ride on it again. All the hopeful faces,looking at the carpark, waiting, waiting for the yellow bus to appear. (so bad seh me!)
But I redeemed myself in the end by saying that, well, "we'll go another day on the big yellow bus. Maybe if you sleep later, you'll get to ride the bus in your dreams!"
Aparna snorted at the mere mention of "in your dreams" because even though I meant well, it sounded so wrong. It sounded as if I'm mocking, like you know, "in your dreams!"
Oh dear.....I better stop! (LOL..........)
Faz's sis made me a card which went beyond my expectation. I love it so much that I was so tempted to keep it but it was meant for someone else,teeeheee!
Darling boyfriend is not well, he caught the flu virus. When I told him to take medicine, all he said to me was,"aiyah...nothing lah. This is all due to the fact that I'm trying to quit smoking. This is the side effects!"
"Ah...yelar tu...hehehe!"
Well, slowly k...you need to save up...a lot!
Now with the bike, oh yes, I forgot to mention that darling now has a bike, a Super 4, his pride and joy.His "baby"....tsk tsk......I have to beg him to talk and spend some time with me for all he does for the past 1 week was "spending good quality time with his "baby!"
He noticed that I was feeling rather odd and "lonesome" and immediately gave me comfort...awwww.....
I don't mind him spending time with the bike however I have told him to also set his priorities and responsibilities right, family,job,health, me (hehehehe!)
So yah...ok..you love your bike but I LOVE YOU MORE!
We're also busy doing job-seeking for him. I have sent out loads of resume to different company, some of which have called darling up for interviews.
I know he's a little disappointed that ADF did not call him up, I knew he wanted it badly. Give it some time ok sayang....
For now, valet keeps him going. He may not earn much from it but it does help to cover his daily expenses. Now with the bike, he needs to save a little more and I am also helping him out a bit with the finances.
We had to constantly remind each other to save and save and save. I have started saving for the both of us and there's still more to go. We just used 200 bucks for his bike box and he told me that he was going to work soon and replace our savings money.
Extra cash comes from giving tution 4 times a week and even though it's not much, it does help to cover up some of our expenses.
My only hope for now is for Faz to get a stable job so that he can help his family and his future.
Age is catching up and times are bad! I hope to attend my phonics class soon and complete another 2 modules before next year for my diploma. I guess, having this extra diploma will help me to earn some extra cash in time to come....for the both of us.
We're trying all we can to survive.
