Saturday....not scheduled for work. Normally on Sats, plans are made but I guess, things have changed and I'm not sad about it. I'll just learn to accept it somehow.
I took the time to complete my household chores as usual. I get to talk to my brother today on an 'on and off' basis. When there is a need to speak, we speak, when there isn't, I'll just keep my thoughts away and be on my own.
I did not eat much today, I had no appetite. Just a few pieces of lontong and 1 cup of ice-cream. But I did have 2 bowls of cococrunch cereals in the morning (sinful!)
Dinner was just 3 pieces of goreng pisang.
I tried to finish up on the portfolio updates. In between, I washed my shoes, watched a little bit of tv and took a quick nap in between.
I would love to go out but since I did not tell my mom my plans earlier the week before, she told me to stay home. No curfews though, its just that I was only allowed to go out after 5pm after the chores are done.
I had the chance to accompany Siti today but she went out a tad too early so sorry eh Siti!
So it's just the home and me today.
Past few entries is a tad too sad and depressing, sorry! I jut needed some place to contain my solace.
I knew that things are slowly starting to change a little bit and I have to learn to accept it. I know that things are not going to be the same as before, nonetheless, whatever it takes to see one happy, I am all for it. Even though I do not get to spend much time with you, I believe there are reasons to justify for it. I still love you....
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