Today was oh-so-so-ok-lah!!
Class was better today. I'm glad the twins are getting better. I can see the smile on my lao shi's face (that's extremely important because without her, I'm doom!).
Our lesson today was meaningful and enjoyable. I felt bad for having to tell a "white" lie to the children...I felt so so so bad!
I told them about the big yellow bus, we're going to ride on it again. All the hopeful faces,looking at the carpark, waiting, waiting for the yellow bus to appear. (so bad seh me!)
But I redeemed myself in the end by saying that, well, "we'll go another day on the big yellow bus. Maybe if you sleep later, you'll get to ride the bus in your dreams!"
Aparna snorted at the mere mention of "in your dreams" because even though I meant well, it sounded so wrong. It sounded as if I'm mocking, like you know, "in your dreams!"
Oh dear.....I better stop! (LOL..........)
Faz's sis made me a card which went beyond my expectation. I love it so much that I was so tempted to keep it but it was meant for someone else,teeeheee!
Darling boyfriend is not well, he caught the flu virus. When I told him to take medicine, all he said to me was,"aiyah...nothing lah. This is all due to the fact that I'm trying to quit smoking. This is the side effects!"
"Ah...yelar tu...hehehe!"
Well, slowly k...you need to save up...a lot!
Now with the bike, oh yes, I forgot to mention that darling now has a bike, a Super 4, his pride and joy.His "baby"....tsk tsk......I have to beg him to talk and spend some time with me for all he does for the past 1 week was "spending good quality time with his "baby!"
He noticed that I was feeling rather odd and "lonesome" and immediately gave me comfort...awwww.....
I don't mind him spending time with the bike however I have told him to also set his priorities and responsibilities right, family,job,health, me (hehehehe!)
So yah...ok..you love your bike but I LOVE YOU MORE!
We're also busy doing job-seeking for him. I have sent out loads of resume to different company, some of which have called darling up for interviews.
I know he's a little disappointed that ADF did not call him up, I knew he wanted it badly. Give it some time ok sayang....
For now, valet keeps him going. He may not earn much from it but it does help to cover his daily expenses. Now with the bike, he needs to save a little more and I am also helping him out a bit with the finances.
We had to constantly remind each other to save and save and save. I have started saving for the both of us and there's still more to go. We just used 200 bucks for his bike box and he told me that he was going to work soon and replace our savings money.
Extra cash comes from giving tution 4 times a week and even though it's not much, it does help to cover up some of our expenses.
My only hope for now is for Faz to get a stable job so that he can help his family and his future.
Age is catching up and times are bad! I hope to attend my phonics class soon and complete another 2 modules before next year for my diploma. I guess, having this extra diploma will help me to earn some extra cash in time to come....for the both of us.
We're trying all we can to survive.
Labels: jobs, recession
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
7:50 AM
We talked things out, I'm glad we did!
It's a matter of time before you got to know how I really feel and yes after being together for more than a year, you did, you really did.
You saw right through me even though I kept everything inside.
Thank you and I love you, Faz :) always will......
Labels: feelings
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
12:07 PM
Ok..it's Earth hour but here I am....er...sorry ah, gotta finish up my portfolio.
Saturday....not scheduled for work. Normally on Sats, plans are made but I guess, things have changed and I'm not sad about it. I'll just learn to accept it somehow.
I took the time to complete my household chores as usual. I get to talk to my brother today on an 'on and off' basis. When there is a need to speak, we speak, when there isn't, I'll just keep my thoughts away and be on my own.
I did not eat much today, I had no appetite. Just a few pieces of lontong and 1 cup of ice-cream. But I did have 2 bowls of cococrunch cereals in the morning (sinful!)
Dinner was just 3 pieces of goreng pisang.
I tried to finish up on the portfolio updates. In between, I washed my shoes, watched a little bit of tv and took a quick nap in between.
I would love to go out but since I did not tell my mom my plans earlier the week before, she told me to stay home. No curfews though, its just that I was only allowed to go out after 5pm after the chores are done.
I had the chance to accompany Siti today but she went out a tad too early so sorry eh Siti!
So it's just the home and me today.
Past few entries is a tad too sad and depressing, sorry! I jut needed some place to contain my solace.
I knew that things are slowly starting to change a little bit and I have to learn to accept it. I know that things are not going to be the same as before, nonetheless, whatever it takes to see one happy, I am all for it. Even though I do not get to spend much time with you, I believe there are reasons to justify for it. I still love you....Labels: feelings
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
6:15 AM
In life, there are happy memories and sad ones as well.As I went to revisit everything that happened before, I just sat down and ponder over them. Tears that roll down my cheeks started to soak my t-shirt, I just let them roll. I wasn't sobbing but tears just kept on flowing and flowing.For the first time, when I watch comedies on tv such as "my wife and kids", tears rolled down my cheeks as well. It just went on and on. But I wasn't feeling anything, it just rolled down my cheeks.As I was watching the big bang theory again, instead of laughing as hard as I could, tears rolled down my cheeks as well.As I revisit the place where the moon was viewable from a distance, the bench where heads were being put to rest, the bus which was often rode, the path which was often taken, tears just kept on flowing.Dispensable, indispensable.......
Labels: feelings
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
6:44 AM
My fear has yet to be confirmed.However...deep in my heart, I knew this day will come. It's sad but what can I do?I always tell myself that no matter what happens, I have to stay positive. I have to eliminate those horrible thoughts away from my mind.Silhouette no more,I must not.Labels: feelings
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
6:06 AM
My heart feels heavy because not far away from me, I know someone is feling really down. I know hamba allah ini is feeling hurt,miserable and really,really sad.
Happiness does not come freely as one wishes it to be. Happiness needs to be sorted and pursued in order to achieve it.
Do I have to forgo one's happiness to make one happy?Do I have to forgo my own happiness to make both happy? Will it solve matters? Will it?The aching heart, it hurts deeply to see 2 hearts getting hurt, it hurts me even more.
How do I lessen such pain and agony because it pains me deeply inside to see people around me sad.
When will I see a rainbow to everything?
It's sad, so sadIt's a sad, sad situationAnd it's getting more and more absurdIt's sad, so sadWhy can't we talk it overOh it seems to meThat sorry seems to be the hardest wordLabels: apology
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
9:48 AM
I'm currently taking a break from 'portfolio-mania.'
I was just wondering, if they can have 'Diner dash, Cake Mania' on PSP, why not portfolios? LOL.....
I have loads to go before parent-teacher meeting in April.
Today, we had a serious discussion about the upcoming "baby".
We're excited yet we have to think it through and through. I'm keeping it a hush-hush affair from my parents. We'll tell them when the right time comes or not at all. (Sorry!)
We're giving ourselves 1.5-2 months before we 'fight tooth and nail' (is that a correct metaphor?) to get the "baby".
We'll have to start from scratch once that happen (you do know about that right beau?)
I'm happy because it's happening but I'm praying and hoping that we stay 'grounded' at all times. Setting our priorities right should be the ultimate aim and anything beyond that is merciless and should not be thought of in the first place.
I've called up the school and instead of taking up 2 modules at one time, I've decided to take one first. If I have extra cash, I'll probably take the 2nd module too (which I doubt so!)
I'll just be content with one first.
So,what's the "baby" and where is it? Hmmm...one has to wait to find out.
Highlight of the day:
Ms Nurul and I had a great time laughing today in the hall as I was doing my duty there. As usual, children not cleaning up after they play with the toys and boys getting all noisy and rough. Milos, one of the French boy is super "semangat giler" with his fixing and couldn't care less about what's happening behind him.
Agathane, his younger brother is making too much noise in the hall. He could't understand some of the English I spoke to him so I decided to ask Milos for help. Nurul and I kept on asking him to translate for us in English and French. It got to a point where he got so irritated that he started teaching us in a horrible and "super kelakar way."
We couldn't control ourselves and we continued to laugh and laugh at his antics. Nurul and I will make the class go gaga if we ever combine forces. What do you expect from a class who has gaga teachers? Hahahahaha...gaga class ah.....
So, I learnt a few French words today:
Come: "Fian or phi-onch" (dunno how to spell)
Yes: "Oui"
Crocodile: "Crocodil"
Clean up: "On-cheh"
No rough play: "ju bian"
Sleep: Fi tu tu (a favourite word amongst our toddlers, commonly used by EVERYONE in school...lol)
Ooooo... I so feel like taking French lesson..."Au-vwah....mi' zua"(Bye-bye kiss-kiss and hug-hug)
Gasak kau lah nak...LOL
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
9:28 AM
Oh...not again...portfolios!!
I've been procrastinating over this (I shouldn't be!)
2 more weeks to parent-teacher meeting!
1 more week to Jacob Ballas field trip!
Schedules are packed. I am always home by 8.30pm from Mondays to Thursday!
After work, it's tution at 2 different places on from Mons to Thurs. (Ok..sorry, I'm moonlighting!)
Times are hard, one has to work doubly hard to earn enough.
Beau's working like mad too, 2 split shifts during weekdays and he works in the evening during the weekends.
We've been calculating our expenses and I believed his goal of buying a car has to be put on hold first. We're going for plan B instead. A plan which we have been waiting for.All the adrenalin rush, my prayers are for him and I hope he'll achieve it.
Highlight of the week (the week has just started for goodness sake): "Why Men love bitches?"
"Goodness....I can't seem to put down this book, I have to go on and on!"
Don't be fooled by the term "bitches"
Sherry Argov did not mean "bitches" as someone who has a mean-spirited character or the classic "office bitch" who is hated by everyone at work.
The "bitch" in her book refers to a woman who is kind yet strong. She has a strength that is ever so subtle. She doesn't give up her life. And she'll stand up for her life when a man steps over the line.
She knows what she wants but won't compromise herself to get it. But she's feminine, like a "Steel" Magnolia - flowery on the outside and steel on the inside.
She uses this very feminity to her own advantage. It isn't that she takes undue advantage of men, she just plays fair.
She has one thing that "a nice girl" doesn't: a presence of mind because she isn't swept away by a romantic fantasy. In addition, she has the ability to remain cool under pressure. Whereas a woman who is "too nice" gives and gives until she is depleted, the woman with presence of mind knows when to pull back.
I am particularly drawn to some of the principles in her book for example:
"If you smother him, he'll go into defense mode and look for an escape route to protect his freedom."
"Whenever a woman requires too many things from a man, he'll resent it. Let him give what he wants to give freely; then observe who he is."
Now...now...it is an interesting read for me but sorry Argov, I don't really agree with some of her views given that her context is basically brought out from the Western culture, because being Asian, we are slightly different. However, most of the scenarios in the book really does seem familiar be it to Asians or Westerners.
The rule of thumb is: Don't just take in 100% of what is being said,sometimes you have to trust yourself and your partner.
I strongly recommend the guys to read this book as well, just to know their point of view :)
Ecod
Labels: readings
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
6:44 AM
Did my wish just came true or what?
LOL.......
I had sushi today at Shin Tokyo...first halal sushi restaurant...wooohooo and better still, it's in Yew Tee. 8 minutes walk from my house...super-cool ah!
I met up with Faz's sis and her bestfriend and we ate about 10 plates (could have been more,hahaha!). Nice.......
Next trip will be with ehem...ehem...with beau of course ;)
I am still waiting for my Lady Gaga's, Jason Mraz and Jonas Brothers album.
For now, I have another book to read with a very catchy title, "Why do Men love Bitches?"
Cool...I'll read and I'll tell you more about it!
Labels: books, music, sushi
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
7:22 AM
Now....what's up on my agenda?
Let's see....
1) Bookings for Jacob Ballas Children's Garden
2) Transport bookings....preferbably a bus that is appropriate for toddlers...do they have baby seats?
3)Portfolio.....oh dearie...dearie....
4)Huda's gift to be given to her when I meet her.
What else?
Oh yes....I WANT LADY GAGA'S album!!!!!
Labels: checklist, music
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
5:55 AM
If I can't make 2 people happy...I'll be sad!
If I can't make people have their way,everyone's sad!
When will I see a rainbow?
Labels: Life
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
9:59 AM
Nothing much happened this weekend except for a few Ooohhss and aaahhsss along the way.
Point to note: Jacob Ballas Children's Garden do not take in adults or young adults (duh...look at the name..Children's garden) UNLESS you have a child with you.
I got up early today and meet up with Lao shi to take a look at Jacob Ballas Children's garden. To my horror, upon arrival, we were rejected entry into the garden. We were told that one can only enter WITH children.
I was like WTH...I do not want to have a wasted trip.
We told them we were pre-school teachers and we need to plan our route. Thank god, after much deliberation, they gave us 20 minutes to take a look at the place.
It was superb...for children of course. We took some pictures despite the blazing heat.
Once done, it was back home for me and classes for Lao shi.
On my way home, something interesting happened.
I was waiting for my bus when suddenly I noticed this Singaporean Chinese guy looking at me. I supposed he's waiting and looking for his bus too. After waiting for like more than 30 minutes, I decided to exclude myself from the heat and traffic and shut myself off with my psp.
Moments later, I noticed someone in front of me trying to speak to me. It was that guy...ok he looks good up close!
good-looking guy: Hi....need a lift?
me: sorry?
good-looking guy: Sorry if I startled you. You're heading to NUS right, are you?Wanna share a cab to NUS?
me: er...sorry no!
good-looking guy: Oh...you're not? You're sure?
me: Yes..very sure!
good-looking guy: Oh ok..I thought you're heading for NUS. (walks away quietly before hailing a cab)
Ok....no matter how good-looking you are, try harder on the pick-up lines mister.
In the first place, I do not have the word "smart" printed or embedded on my forehead...like NUS...hahahaha in a million years lah Ezan.
This is the second strange encounter I had with a Chinese guy. The first occurred last year and Faz was close to bashing out the guy but too bad, we never saw him again.
Now...now....the highlight of the week, jeng jeng jeng....
Manchester United was thrashed...real hard by Liverpool. Final score 4-1, letting Liverpool to taste oh-sweet-victory.
I was watching the match halfway in mom's room and Ronaldo created the opening goal through a penalty shoot-out at the 23rd minutes. 5 minutes later, Torres equalized it.
Just before half-time Gerrad make it 2-1 through a penalty shoot-out.
The match was pretty intense in the 2nd half. At the 70th minute, I decided to make my way back to my room and complete my work while catching the live commentary through soccernet.com
5 minutes later, I heard my neighbours at the opposite block shouting "GOAL..........." and the next thing I knew, Mom who is a Man-u fan started saying, "bodoh" and I knew it. Liverpool was already leading by 3 goals.
At the 85th minute, Rooney could have gotten the second goal for the devils but the shot was too wide. (I ran to my mom's room when she shouted,"goal ah,goal ah...apa seh!)
Then at the 90th minute, just before 2 minutes of extra time was given, Liverpool scored their 4th and final goal.
Beau was laughing his head off at his workplace after knowing the scores.
To hudakim....wooops, sorry!
Labels: pick-up lines, soccer
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
8:16 AM
Work....it's draining me out.
In fact, everyone looks drained out, like a total wipe-out.
Sleep, deprivation of sleep!
I've not been sleeping well. I get irritated when I do not get enough sleep but drinking Mr Brown does help at times.
I'm going to have a busy week starting next week and so is Faz. He got a new posting near Hillview Crest and with our busy work schedule, I'm not sure whether we'd be able to meet one another as often as before (ohhhh man!) I'm going to miss Faz!
Before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA!
I'm going to survey the Children's garden with my lao shi tomorrow...hai...sleep deprivation again.
Anyway, I'm really glad beau is really getting on very well with my family. But, it can be a total nightmare once beau becomes "smoking buddies" with dad..shucks! (lol....)
I'm feeling sleepy, I ought to go.
Labels: sleep
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
10:55 AM
Working day: Loads of cleaning
Blessed to have a super gung-ho partner at work, she's amazing...like what people always said,"on the ball one!"
We did some arrangements in class and we both felt good about it. Hopefully, it'll assist us further....in classroom management.
I was dead tired by the time I got home from work. I was sleeping like a log in the bus. Mom did not cook thus I decided to take a short nap. There was still no food in the house so I had to cook myself, me dinner.
I was getting bored soonafter. I thought of going out but beau is out with his cousin for a bbq gathering (lucky him!)
Checked out ovguide.com and what do you know? I was watching movie after movie and I caledl it "animated cartoons nite." I just love animated Pixar and Disney movies.
"Over the hedge" was ultra-cool, funny and sweet. I'm uploading "Open season" now,ready to watch in 15 minutes. I wish I have my popcorns with me or at least "YAMI!"
Labels: Online movies
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
9:01 AM
Ok..I swear if Faz's going to read this entry anytime soon, he'll probably would love to bite my head off!
I can't stop eating and thinking about Yami yogurt.
Yes.....I LOVE YAMI YOGURT TO THE CORE!
I LOVE EVERYTHING about Yami Yogurt.
What's more....there's a Yami yogurt outlet in LOT 1 which is like so freaking near from where I'm residing. I've been spending my money on Yami Yogurt. It's a must-have snack for me...and for every yogurt lover.
Oh...oh....there are also other yogurt outlets in LOT 1 (bless me!) but Yami yogurt is still the best.
This week alone, I have spent 2 cups of Yami yogurt with my granola and sunflower seeds topping on 2 separate occassion. (I can subtly hear Faz's curses and swears under his breath...LOL) Why is Faz biting my head off? Ok...well, he's been asking me to save...I have....but...yogurt...yogurt, I can't resisit them. After saving a bit more, I spend on Yami.
I just can't get enough of Yami Yogurt...I'm crazy...nono...I'm obsessed over it. Yes, it is low-fat,low in sugar and yes...yes.....loads of vitamins and minerals, dietary fibre and OHHHH....it's so yummylicious. It speaks true to its brand and name "YAMI = YUMMY!"
I stopped jogging, I don't know why. Busy I guess and tired! But there is no excuse for this!
After jogging successfully from my block to LOT 1 before continuing the jog through Brickland with Beau, I shall one day,try the route again and what better way to reward myself other than "YAMI!!"
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI....
YAMI...
YAMI...
YAMI.....
Labels: cravings
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
5:34 PM
Sadly but true, "bedek tapi benar"....I've been feeling low these days, low in spirit and strength.
I believed my partner and I are both feeling really, really, really restless and listless ever since March began. I'm pretty sure most of my colleagues are tired too but the frustration felt by both my partner and I is something drastic. It has been a rollercoaster ride for us in class.
Yes, we feel frustrated but the poor children, we did not for once took it out on them. We tried every way, every possible way to settle things down. We also appreciate the help we get from our fellow comrades but there is so much that they can do to help us, they have a class too.
It's upsetting when words are not being put into actions. No offence though....
I know my partner is keeping everything inside, so am I. I pity my partner whose voice is losing by the day and she looks really, really, really tired.
I hate this feeling. I love what I'm doing but sometimes you just feel like a sore thumb when you try to resolve matters only to make matters worst when new problems are created!
I must stop feeling this way, they are afterall innocent children.
On a lighter note, I had the chance to spend most of my resting time with beau. I hardly stay out because I'm just too tired and listless however there is no reason for me to behave in such a manner towards beau. He was sweet enough to fetch me from work and we spend some time walking at the nearest malls or simply enjoying a simple meal at the hawker centre.
This time, we decided to indulge in "movie screenings." We've watched 2 movies in a week, it helps to remove some of our problems away. I believed beau and I enjoyed "Marley and I" the most.
I cried watching the movie and guess what, beau did too towards the end. I couldn't believe my eyes. He told me to "shut up" when I asked if he's crying. I felt like crying even more when I heard his sobs....the sensitive nature of his which I hardly knew.
I love you dear, stay strong.
Remember what we said to one another and I guess, "do whatever that makes you happy!"
Even if it means to "bend the rules a little", go ahead, do not give up on that little glimmer of hope. There is still time,have faith and seize the opportunity.
Labels: Mood
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
8:33 AM
Once again..I'm stuck in this same situation again.
Did you know, it took me about 3-4 months for me to decide what and where I wanted to study?
I guess my parents left the decision-making to me. Pros and cons.....
After my Os, well.....my parents did encourage me to go to Poly but I guess I was too upset with my O level Math result. I couldn't get into the course which I wanted and even though I had a high chance of entering ECCE in Ngee Ann, me,being dumb-witted at that point of time, decided to opt for Pre-U instead.
Republic Poly accepted me for Biomedical Science despite me failing my Math. I guess a high grade in Science and F&N did help me to make it to this course but the thought of studying with a couple of 7-8 pointers scared the shit out of me so I forgo this chance too!
The horrors of A Levels...goodness.....shucks, I hate my As too. (but I learnt a lot...so no complains :) )
After the As, mom wanted me to work while I wanted to study. That's where everything shuts by itself. I stopped receiving pocket money after my last paper which was Literature Paper 8.
I was seeking for a job the following day, it was my saddest day ever!
I was working as a sales assistant in a shoe boutique, an admin-purchasing executive in a steel firm, a telemarketeer and finally after all the job-hopping and saving like crazy, I decided to pursue my Diploma.
For the first time, I felt so alone...a lonesome teenage adult....I wasn't prepared for any of it.
I remembered calling up several schools,talking to them,travelling all over Sinapore just to find the right course and school. My parents simply gave me their prayers...great...just great! (okok..I should be grateful!)
I appealed to Mandaki myself and finally got a 80% grant from them and I paid the remaining 2k myself out of my own pocket money to pursue my dreams.
Now....I'm back to the same phase again!
I'm going for a Diploma in Educational studies highly accreditted by MOE and London College, UK university.
Mom wasn't really keen on me pursuing my studies further so I had to do it on my own again.Ok...once more,she just offered me her prayers....nice! (Do I detect a tinge of sarcasm..okok..I should be grateful once again!)
I can't really decide what I would like to major on.
Money is another issue. Oh well....I will not stop and give up now!
I'm hoping to take the first 2 major courses in May before ending off with the 3rd one somewhere after July or August. This means I have to have at least 1.5 k by end of July...freaking tornado. Then by the time I complete the 3rd and final course, I have to prepare another 800 bucks before graduation.
Then, I think Mom's going to scream once again for I'm going for another Diploma after educational studies.
She'll be thinking when I'm going to stop studying...er....not before I do my Bachelor studies in Early Childhood education.
If I can't do my Bachelors, then I guess, the 2 Diplomas in hand will make up for everything.
(tsk tsk)
For now...it's back to more savings!
Labels: savings, school
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
7:55 AM
The Harry Potter saga has ended. Oh well...I'm happy yet sad...why?
Happy..for I now know Harry Potter's fate, sad...for I have nothing to look forward to in those sleepless nights.
On a lighter note, I have been spending good quality time with beau,even for those short hours. We've been watching what we spent lately and the itch to get a new phone was dismissed...period
It's been a long time since we've been to the movies. Today, we decided to watch "role models" starring Sean William Scott and Pau Rudd. I love Paul Rudd,ever since he first appeared on "Clueless" alongside Alicia Silverstone...man......that is so 1991.
Anyway, it's a comedy...crude as a matter of fact. Never...never bring anyone under the age of 16 in. It should have been M18 at least...for its language and images....too much bosom being shown here.
Oh well, beau loved the movie of course....he was laughing his arse off like crazy. But...it was money well-spent!
ok,my dear keybing shared with me about his upcoming plans...for the future. He was telling me about going for the "army developmental force" ADF...I'm not really too sure what it means but all I know is that, he's a be a full-time soldier...I think!
As he was discussing his plans to me, I listened really well. It really makes me feel blessed for he's sharing this with me other than his family members. He thought I sounded a little 'odd and discouraging.'
Just for the record, my dear Faz, I am not. I am happy that you are working towards your goal in life and if this is what your future entails you to, then I'll be supporting you and if this is what makes you happy, I'm happy for you too.
I can't possibly stop beau's dreams and hopes. With God's grace, if it works out for him...alhamdulillah
As for me, I am saving up,trying to save up. There are a couple of things which I've not accomplished. I'm working towards it.My dream of having my own HDB flat is still a long way to go but achievable and I have to work hard towards it.
Faz has also been talking about the big "M" as he was telling me about his plans. Yes...of course I would love to get married, that's part of my goals...getting married and having kids before 28...yes...timeline,hahahahaha! But, that will require loads of planning and saving up to do.
Bottomline is, like what Paul Rudd said in the movie, "do whatever that makes you happy!"
Labels: career
*eZanZy* went bonkers @
6:13 AM
